Wednesday, April 30, 2003
still in school... waiting for val to finish copying her hw then we'll decide what to do from there. that naughty girl is going out tonight... goody2shoes me is gonna stay at home and go online to discuss pw with my group members.
was a major pig yesterday. i was sooo freaking tired, i fell asleep at around 8, woke up around 9 and fell back to sleep, woke up around 10+ cos az called thrice.. spoke to her for abt 45min, packed my bag and ploped right back to sleep, this time nice and snuggly under my blanket.
ran 2.4 today... my timing was like 17min. one of the last in my class. jason liu wanted the guys to finish before 12 and the girls before 15min... well, too bad. my stamina not as good as him. that madman wants everybody to get a gold for napfa. *faints*
sinking into my moodswings again... *damndamndamn*
p.s : might not celebrate my birthday this year... so val, dont plan anything.
14:44
Tuesday, April 29, 2003
in school now... waiting to see if there will be netball today. the day passed by so slowly today.. major lethargic. got an econs test tmr and i totally dont understand what elasticity is about...
might be joining kayaking for my nyaa award.. see if my mum will let me go for it. gotta pay about a hundred bucks for the membership and all. a waste of time but hopefull it will add some colour to my dull testimonial.
guess thats about it.
16:02
Monday, April 28, 2003
pe today wasnt that bad cos we didnt have to run rounds, instead we did the 4 items for napfa... shuttle run hasnt been done, so we'll do it on wed together with 2.4... *gulp* just received news that theres netball tmr.. like major tiredness! today pe plus badminton, tmr netball (cos thurs is a holiday) and another round of pe on wed. nvm, exercise is good for health.
one thing that happened today really demoralised me... i failed my chinese zuoye. that might sound really minor to some of you out there, but to the rest, you know how much chinese means to me, and failing it is like seeing my A go down the drain [ note to self : BETTER IMPROVE OR ELSE ....]
loads of hw that needs to be done by tmr. tonight gotta burn midnight oil.....
oh ya, just got off the phone with my ohsocuteandfunkaye cousin... miss her loads.
not talking any sense... my brains are scrambled.
23:14
Saturday, April 26, 2003
met up with pam today (finally) together with val and em.. we watched [ view from the top ], it was quite funny.. wasnt in the mood to laugh though. went to breeks and had an early dinner.. home for me after that while the rest went to walkwalk.
im off to bathe and start studying. actually, more like trying to make sense of whats printed on my notes. gonna cut my hair tmr.....
a wall is starting to form around me
as the day passes by
more and more bricks are added to the wall
it is engulfing me in darkness
as the circle of light gets smaller and smaller
what am i to do to get out of this prison?
i dont want to remain in here
i want to be able to live as normally as everyone
laughing and enjoying myself
as though there is no tomorrow
tell me teach me guide me
the way out of here
before the hole closes up and ill be in darkness forever
otherwise ill break down and die before my time
// feeling a little chimmy tonight... own creation. comments?
20:00
Friday, April 25, 2003
thurs
practically yawned the whole day away in school... so tired. had netball after school, it was fun playing once again. think although ill never be able to make it into the team (all netballers are able to complete their 2.4 within 13min... wth? major fitness), ill always be playing it cos i enjoy the game. well, at least i know that em will be able to get in... she is practically wanted by both volleyball and netball. [ you go em! make a choice based on what you enjoy most... ] stayed in school, chit-chatted a little with guen, em & val then i came home. drank coffee, finished my demand&supply notes/reading, and went to bed around 0100.
today
another tiring day in school.. my lit teacher (who is also my gp teacher) totally cant teach lit for nuts. practically my whole class was yawning away while she talked abt "Othello". cant she just be a little more interesting, speak a little faster and indicate where or what she is talking about instead of jumping from line 50 to line 75 then back to line 32?
went out with my mum after school today... she gave me the license plate of the bus that she was on and asked me to hop on when the bus reached cj's bus-stop... what rubbish right? anyway, we were walking past the swatch at taka when i told her that a couple of watches were nice, sweet talk a little, and i got myself a swatch skin. *woohoo* 136 bucks. the "girl" who served me was really nice... chit-chatted with her a little while waiting for her to change the strap of the watch for me ( i wanted the face of one watch and the strap of another )
decided that i shant go for school team afterall (unless i can or asked to... doubt so) instead ill join 2 ccas... shall try and get fit so that i wont get tired so easily after pe. guess thats my day.
19:01
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
had pe today... the single period is just as bad as the double. ran 5 rounds, did 3 sets of 20 push-ups, sit-ups and jumping jacks, then ran 2 sets of 3s of the grandstand.... *wobbly legs* rest of the day passed quickly. ms giam gave us a mini econs test and i swear i had no idea how to draw the demand&supply graphs.. [ reminder to self : GO READ ECONS! ]
debate totally sucked! god, major boring and this girl from suzanne's class totally annoys the shits outta me.... urgh. never going back there again... nonono, over my dead body. clubs&societies are so not my cup of tea, ill just stick to sports though i aint exactly very wonderful at it.
ptm (parents-teachers meeting) was surprisingly short... although i felt like sleeping during brother pauls talk, but it wasnt as draggy. this parent sitting next to me was taking notes... wth? why dont you just ask brother paul to print out a copy for you? kiasu-nism. my parents spoke to ms giam, and home sweet home.
// i never get to see the people i wanna see.. am i that unimportant to you people out there? //
22:09
Tuesday, April 22, 2003
was updating my web halfway when the computer hung... damn. did a little changes here and there but it isnt completed.
the day was so-so... with damodaran & indra totally annoying me with their attitudes and putting me to sleep with their boring lessons. theres pe tmr, though i hope that we get to go to the gym, i got this feeling that it only happens when it rains, which means if it hot & sunny tmr, we'll be made to run... *oh no*
think getting off early on tuesdays suck. no one to go home with or go out with, everyone else ends so late. missing quite a few people... havent seen them in a while : pam, jasmine, eve, wyn, etc... *sob* (// take care eh you guys, missing you loads... call me to go catch up sometime.)
guess thats about it... off to print more geog notes.
nights.
//
its a wonder how a simple call can make your day //
21:21
Monday, April 21, 2003
havent updated for a couple of days cos the computer was a little screwed up, that reminds me, my web is even MORE screwed up.. its driving me nuts. no time to worry about that first.
anyway, pe was horrendous today... we ran 5 rounds, did push-ups & sit-ups & crunches, ran a round in 1min30s, did more exercises, ran
another round in 2min and did more exercises... dropdeadtiredness. altogether we were supposed to run 9 rounds, but bcos these 2 girls went to look for him and ask if we could start running first, he was happy with the initiative, so he gave us a discount. bless those 2 girls man.
went for badminton today... apparently in order to get into the school team, i must be able to beat the recre's coach.. must train! came home around sevenish. tired. shall go back to do my work... bye.
//eve : since you are oh so jealous that wyn is being mentioned more than you, shall say hihi to you & enjoy yourself in SR... class rep! *evil grin*
22:14
Saturday, April 19, 2003
fri : went to eat seoul garden with my cousin.. felt sooo full after that. went to her place to scan some pics, stayed till about 0300, then came home and sat in front of the computer until 0400, then went to sleep.
today : woke up at 1100 cos my brother brought his friend over and she was playing the piano, she obviously woke me up... read my lit, did my geog, attempted to understand my econs and here i am, sitting in front of the computer once again. btw, added some pictures to my web,
check it out there are more pictures, but cant add them in at the moment... think i exhausted my cousin's A drive... although there's a disk inside, it cant be opened and the message "insert a floopy disk into the drive" appears, either that or ive spoilt it... *oops*
22:03
Thursday, April 17, 2003
my class is gonna move from the 4th floor to the 5th.. imagine my agony. no more saying hi to my good friends or seeing them in the toilet in between classes, instead it is substituted with hot & stuffy classroom in the afternoon (top floor gets all the heat) as well as seeing people who aint exactly on the favourite list. *sigh* we shouldnt have requested for a bigger class at the start...
lit today was a little boring... kept stoning. other than that, it was okay. oh ya, i seriously think my chinese cannot make it! today laoshi gave us this worksheet to do and i couldnt do almost all of them. serious. i was so worried.. what if i dont get my A for promos? *uh-oh*
// bimbo :
WYNNNNN~~
haha. really sorry about this afternoon... still feeling bad. =( you can go bang your head against the wall (though i really dont advise that) cos the pain is physical, it will go away. but if you fag or drink, the pain will be inside.. and that aint good, so ya. kk, know im nagging, so ill shut up. but remember what i told you, val & i are "available"... *wink*
22:20
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
some people got caught for their socks, skirts and blouse today, so ms giam wants to check every morning whether our attire is proper. ive been told to wear higher socks... but luckily she didnt check for folded skirts and elastic bands, cos i folded my skirt (its too big) but it doesnt look too short, so im not in trouble.
today's pe was okay, not tiring at all. jason liu brought us to the gym to workout... quite funny when he told us not to sit on the bench in front of the mirror cos apparently a lot of girls like to sit there and chat and look at themselves in the mirror. fahy got so irritated during lit cos he was removing the transparencies too fast and those who were still copying went "ehhh..", he called us rude and started scolding. after that, before he removed the transparencies he would ask "are you done already?". like major change in attitude.
didnt go for debate today... *oops* instead went for lunch at mos at tp.hub with val and emily. we were bitching and laughing so much. anyway, emily fulfills the requirements to join the guniangs club, esp the most impt one : she's a LSP. haha.
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its a wonder how much i miss you -
20:24
Tuesday, April 15, 2003
school was okay today except for 2 teachers. damodaran (my lit teacher for "translations") and indra (the annoying econs lecturer). first up was damodaran.. first time seeing her, she came in and scolded those who didnt have the book. obviously they didnt have the book, why? cos its out of stock at the co-op. then she made 4 of my classmates stand outside the class for coming in late. wth? then she made us copy the lifestory of the Brian Friel and her handwriting is horrendous. urgh. cant stand her... so gonna suffer under her.
next up was indra... she got pissed cos everybody in the lecture theatre was talking, so she threatened that whoever spoke next, the whole class will have to stand. five minutes later, she accuses my 2 classmates of talking, and thus we all had to stand. cos my class was sitting in front, when we stood up, we practically blocked the 3 rows behind us... so she made us stand at the sides of the theatre. so we stood there, staring daggers at her and started talking since we couldnt copy down her oh-so-important-notes. stood for close to 20min before the long awaited bell rang.
better go download and print my geog notes, theres sooo much. hope theres enough ink in the printer... its like compulsory to print, otherwise my geog teacher will make us manually copy out the notes and pass it up to him...
// wyn : my darrrling*bimbo. haha. glad you are still alive and kicking although you are aching from
ONLY one dance session... you take care & must go out soon ya? *hugs*
16:09
Monday, April 14, 2003
todays pe sucked! got jason liu... and he tortured my class. he was the total opposite of what i've heard. he made us run 7 rounds round the track and those tiring sit-ups & push-ups & jumping jacks, etc. i got sick halfway and puked... no, not in front of everybody. i made it to the dustbin. *sick* havent puked in like years and now i puke cos of pe. gosh, im seriously unhealthy. took ht&wt too and i lost 2.5kg... woohoo! lessons were okay.. but i seriously cant stand that indra woman (econs lecturer) absolutely no idea what she's talking about. had to do this comprehension during gp today and i absolutely got stuck at the first question... seemed as though what i learnt in english class in secondary school just went *poofed* and vanished into thin air. so gonna fail it and its gonna be recorded in the report card. *gulp*
went to collect my skirt after school today, got my dad to come pick me up... my mum is tightening and shortening my skirt for me now. gonna wear it tmr... felt so extra today cos practically all the year ones wore the uniform today except val, this acs guy and i... so paiseh. =P
//
happy birthday dear ! *muacks*
21:44
00:00
Sunday, April 13, 2003
just came back from dinner with azaria, tan and val... it was okay i guess. took a neo with tan when i met her earlier at bish, it came out pretty nice, but we look like a couple... (oh puke!) cos of the way we were standing. baked brownies and got the birthday girl a cushion with a horrible and ugly looking "A" sewn on it... took photos and we were laughing like mad people at olio dome, making so much nice. the waiter had a funny accent so we "changed" to this waitress who was very nice and cheery. my steak was absolutely chewy man... in the end i gave up and just ate my veggies. we went to far east and had ice-cream after dinner... the banana waffle with vanilla ice cream was yummy, but it got a little too much and soggy after a while, so wasteful me didnt finish it.
// eden : go check out the private blog eh?
// pam : im really sorry about tonight. i had no idea you didnt receive my message.
// wyn : bimbo! you m.i.a or what? havent heard from you since Oliver.
23:33
Friday, April 11, 2003
school was quite fun today.. i mean the time spent in class, we had so activites going and took a couple of class photos with ms giam's digicam that is apprently idiot-proof. had talks that were absolutely boring then signing up for ccas, today was clubs&societies... and i joined debate with val... me, with the lousy english and very limited vocabulary joined debate. hell, i cant even look at people in the eye when i talk to them and have absolutely no confidence, joined debate. just want the points anyway and it will help me in my gp, so i guess its a good thing.
after that went to town to meet that woman.. val lied to the facils that she had dental, and i said i had piano... then we had long johns for lunch, saw aaron, my classmates and other cj people there... its like cj hangout man.. didnt get to take neo, damndamndamn (not blaming you guniang, so dont worry). *sigh* regretting like shit now. =(
p.s.
HAPPY SWEEEET 16* bong !!!!!
17:10
Thursday, April 10, 2003
managed to sneak into the room and come online... oops. my brother is back from the kitchen. nvm, he's not complaining.
today was one of my long days, ended at 1630. so far my teachers are pretty okay... and guess what? im chinese rep... got saboed by grace, shufang and zhen. supposed to have netball, but it was cancelled.. val and i think its cos the teacher-in-charge was going to meet his darling, so he sacrificed us. haha. walked around the school with the guniang today, laughing at the number of #@$#% we know... and i had to run to the second level's toilet to talk to azaria cos she called and cj doesnt allow hps... see the things i do just to hear you talk abt getting lost?
then when i came home and happily having my dinner, she calls again and refuses to hang up, though she did finally after i promised to hear her yak her nonsense. called her back but i think this time, i did most of the talking... surprise huh? usually she'll just go on and on and on but today i had so much to say, so ya. am i making any sense? spoke to her close to an hour until my mum started yelling at me to hang up... cant even talk without my mum reminding me how much catching up i got to do. well, the call made my day, i mean, night.
22:53
Wednesday, April 09, 2003
went to school today all prepared for orientation, means more cheerleaders and slackers.. but it turned out to be classes. my class size is quite big, 24 people, a few familiar faces... ms giam is seriously soo nice and the way she laughs is so cute. she's taking me for econs.. my gp teacher, who is also my lit teacher for < othello > is this old woman, mrs tan... she talks very slowly and blinks a lot, but she seems quite ok. shall see how she is at teaching. lit lecture was with that loud beardy guy... but putting aside the fact that he yelled at us to settle down for like 4 times and being strict, he is not bad a teacher... at least i understood what he was talking about. my econs lecturer (besides ms giam), dunno what the hell is her name is absolutely terribly boring + annoying + think-she-is-so-funny. yuck.
collected my orientation package and uniform. my skirt's length is not that bad... passable, but the blouse is horrendous. its too big and the sleeves are too long, look even bigger than i already am.. *fume*. everything was so bulky and my bag couldnt fit them all, so i left my uniform at the guniang's house and shall get it back from her tmr. (thks guniang!) followed her to tp, but chickened out halfway and decided to come home... regretting now but i had this feeling that if i had stayed, something will just go wrong, so home sweet home for me.
had one of those microwaveable pasta things for lunch... turned out quite good actually, shall buy more next time. there's netball tmr (i think), quite looking forward to it surprisingly, cos it aint school team training? i dont know, but hope it will be fun. off to bathe and maybe take a look at econs? see how.
16:03
Tuesday, April 08, 2003
*yawwwn* morning. just woke up an hour ago... headache's back. better go do some work. schools starting tmr! yay! been cooped up at home for so long, im growing mould already. orientation resumes tmr. yuck.
14:54
Monday, April 07, 2003
been sitting in front of the computer since i woke up... about 7 hours. got a splitting headache now. hope my efforts were worth it.
check this out and leave a note in my gbook. thks.
// CLICK //
21:02
Sunday, April 06, 2003
nothing much today... woke up at 12+, pretty "early" considering the fact that i slept at 0330. tried to do a little geog and read my book. now the "holidays" has been extended another 2 days... more rotting away at home, i guess.
was playing with my aunts digi-cam last night... so fun! must try and persuade my mum to get me one for my birthday, unless one of you nice (and rich) people out there wants to get me one...hee.
//wyn : its okay if you dont miss me, know im not important... as long as someone else misses me can already. *hee* anyway, i wont beat you up, you'll just be refused membership in the guniangs club! haha. oh ya, one of the requirements is of course, guniang-ness. thus, you must wear guniang clothes like skirts, carry a small cute bag and all....
18:56
Saturday, April 05, 2003
went out on an unofficial guniang outing today... shopping spree actually. had lunch at crystal jade at paragon cos the guniang was in the mood to eat tim sum, major high class that place is, it is very well designed and all the staff there wore black, cool man. then we went to kino to buy stationery, walked around a little then we took a bus to queensway. we walked in and out of shops looking for socks that we can wear to school (cj doesnt allow ankle socks... darn) and all the shops had the same design but we just kept going to the shops to see.. i still havent found my schoolbag.... grrr. after that we walked to ikea and we did some crazy shopping, i bought 2 cushions and this cool stainless steel holder. had the "hotdog and drink for $1.50" after that. yum. took a cab home.. lucky i did cos it started pouring..
came home and slept, dinner was delicious, especially the soup. then spoke on the phone for one over hour with 2 people : bri and azaria. finally took the intiative to call her. sucha nice person i am huh??? *hee*
22:13
Friday, April 04, 2003
just came home from my outing with my mum and grandmother... girls day out. pretty good i would say. we had lunch at breeks, then took photos there, went to paragon where my mum and i spent like 200+ bucks. i bought a pair of blue slippers and jeans while my mum bought a bag and a dress... followed by coffee break at starbucks. then it started raining, so we had to cut short our shopping spree. sent my grandmother to the bus-stop to catch a bus home, after which my mum and i went to centrepoint but nothing to buy there. so, home sweet home.
// wyn : my mum saw the photos we took in the cab.. said you've got "nice features". not bad ah... can become guniang if you want to, then you can officially join the guniangs club and go bitching with us, or shopping. (",)
17:26
Thursday, April 03, 2003
today was a pretty short day... since i woke up only at around 1330, but thats cos i only slept at 0410. why? i also dont know, somehow my brain was still on full alert and it decided that it wasnt done for the day so it brought me for a walk down memory lane. and so, i laid in my bed, snuggled nicely under my blanket and thought about my friends (actually only 2)... how they love me as much as i love them, (i know one does, not so sure about the other though....) how they have taught me things, and most importantly, small things that they have done for me that may seem a small matter to them but means a lot to me, as well as images of happy and sad times.
did a little geog, read my book. and found out that i can finally step out of the house tmr... woohoo! going out with my mum and grandmother, most probably to town, to breeks and starbucks... mashed potatoes & espresso frappuccino, here i come!
23:10
Wednesday, April 02, 2003
I'll do anything
For you dear anything
For you mean everything to me.
I know that
I'll go anywhere
For your smile, anywhere
For your smile, everywhere I'd see.
[ from the musical : Oliver ]
i suddenly feel sad... things are happening too fast. im not ready to go to a new school (when it reopens) and make new friends, cos i know when i do, friends will start to drift apart and soon become strangers. although i have good friends with me in cj, but my closest friends arent there with me. i know all this sounds silly, but im a person who doesnt trust people easily, thus have very few people who i can pour my heart out to... damn. im yakking. the summary : pple whom i love ( you know who you are ), god, i love you people like crazy, i mean it. the song above is for you guys.... fuck, im gonna cry.
22:28
waiting for my hair to dry before i plop on my bed and drift off to dreamland... as i said the day before, yesterday was *** guniangs bitching day *** and " Oliver ", both were, quote from wyn,
SHIOKANANAS !!!! haha. first things first...
went to novena and bought a pair of flip-flops for val ( hope it fits ) then went to city hall to meet her... was too early, so i waited for 20min. then she was on time ( finally someone who is....) and we walked to fullerton, somehow, the walk wasnt as long as the last time we walked. we were early, so went to the ladies and to take photos... spas i know, but it was fun cos we kept hearing footsteps and were worried that someone will just walk in and see 2 idiots taking photos in the toilet, but no one came in. then we went to < the courtyard > where the waitress spoke extremely softly, she had to keep repeating herself cos we kept on going "huh?". we had the traditional afternoon tea set with a side order of potato cheese munchers... it was yummy. and a slice of tiramisu for the guniang as a belated birthday celebration. the food came, and the bitching session was on. we bitched from 1415 to 1800. we were like the longest customers there... drank like 5 cups of tea and 3 glasses of water. took a couple of photos and left. then we walked to clark quay and decided that maybe we should organise a "chalet"... *winkwink* but nothings confirmed and walked back to esplanade then to city hall to meet tan and wyn.... buuuuut, due to miscommunication, the meeting place was apparently at the esplanade, but i was told city hall, so i had to retace my steps and walk back to where i was 10min before... grrr.
" Oliver " was fantastically fantastic... the music was wonderful, especially the " i'd do anything, anything, for you...." really related to that song abt *coughcough*... anyway, met these really cool people, they are magicians... they are great i tell you... even i who hates magicians and their shows was really amused and amazed by the tricks they did. the guy, henry something, he is damn funny+lame+corny.... wyn got tricked by him so many times.. *laughs* the funniest was the hand-on-the-head one... he was entertaining us during dinner... my food was pretty good, (chicken with melted parmesan chesse and tomato sauce with a side order of mashed potatoes) quite full now. then tan, wyn and i shared a cab home, taking photos in the cab as usual... =)
off to bed now... *yawn* nights.
01:17
