Saturday, May 31, 2003

havent blogged for the last couple of days... major busy.
thurs
class ended at 1630 for me, rushed home to meet mel and sianlye at 1730 so that we could go to kallang to meet the rest of my class at 1800 for this pretty cool cip we have next sunday... (//sianlye : chinese hiphop! haha) have to be at kallang by 0545 next sunday and it lasts for abt 12 hrs.. ya, so it was a rushrush day.. got home at abt 2330 after meeting val at starbucks for like 10min..

fri
sports day + swimming carnival + games all rolled into one at the old nie. quite boring so a few of us zao and walked the macdonalds at serene centre... had our breakfast and slipped back in and joined the crowd. after it ended, val came over and we went for a (unsuccessful) suntan. bathed and went to eat sakae. walked ard saw plenty of cj peeps at heeren then she went home while i went to wait for my mum to finish her meeting then it was round 2 of shopping.
things bought :
>> quiksilver tshirt
>> stationery
>> lingerie
>> fcuk shirt (finally got it!)
>> guniang sandals
spoke on the phone a little and to lalaland for me.

today
went to school for geog and lit lecture... three-quarters of my class didnt turn up cos they are most prob too tired from yest's kayaking ( still wished i had gone, but studies more impt eh? ) kept wanting to doze off during the lectures. waited for mum at starbucks while she went for a haircut... ( espressofrappauccino*doubleshot : totally rocks! wakes me up everytime i feel like sleeping ) managed to go through 3 geog lecture notes then more lingerie shopping, bought 120 bucks worth of pierre cardin lingerie. came home and slept until now. its time to hit the books and wait for my dinner.

// val : still feel bad that i made you accompany me yest... otherwise you would have joined your class for the outing
// bimbo : take care and hope you get well soon... treat you to mudpie when your recover. thks for "listening" although the conversation was totally crap and boring.

20:52

Wednesday, May 28, 2003

didnt do pe today... unless you consider walking 3 rounds around the track is...
was a good girl today and stayed back to study with val... read like 10 pages of my first geog handout... my brain is flooded with terms like percolation, throughflow, etc. then we went to muji and i bought colour pens!!! *happiness* ages sinces i bought colour pens... *gringrin* thats my day... short and sweet. one more thing, the kow from my class is full of crap!

// val : fri after sports day is more or less ok with my mum... dont forget the aloe vera... =>
// wyn : who said that nydc was my birthday present??? not me. i dont want that for my birthday... ill pay for my own share then... must make you crack your head over what to get for me *evil grin* either that or wait for me to find sth big and maluating that you'll carry and walk ard... maybe like that cushion we saw at citylink.... haha.

19:55

Tuesday, May 27, 2003

havent updated since sat... lets see.
sat
due to miscommunication, i ended up at the esplanade's library with val and her pw grp the whole afternoon, then we went to california bistro to have lunch... happily taking photos with val and edwin. then val and i went to six and the shoe shop opposite it to look around... found quite a few things that i wanna get when im feeling loaded...

sun
nothing much... the usual slacking away at home.

mon
didnt go to school.. had cramps. met val after school and we went to go see a doc to get an mc ( thks sweetie, owe you one.. sorry you didnt get to study ) then walked ard a little and home sweet home.

today
feelin' perfectly fine until recess when my stomach hurt like hell. was having econs lect halfway when i went to the toilet to puke my recess out.. *yuck* left school early and took a cab home then slept from 1330 to 1845. the good news is, i dont need to retake my chinese cos i have an mc. the bad news is, i have to re-retake my geog... grrr. hmmm, pe tmr? see how my stomach is feeling in the morning.

// wyn : waiting for the treat !!! im drooling already. *hee* need to talk... so it'll just be the 2 of us k?
// oscar : sorry lah... you get your turn... lemme have it for once... ill fill you in on the details, i promise. that is if we are even gonna go out..

21:00

Saturday, May 24, 2003

havent updated for a few days.. major busy and tired. ill update on the past couple of days mabe later or not.
at vals place now, we went for econs, got in late and were made to sit in front. then we went to thomson for bk breakfast, took a cab to my place (to those of you who know where i stay, must be thinking, so near still take cab... cab fare was $2.50.. its that near) bathed and changed while val ransacked my room for "specific" negatives. then we took another cab to her place. waiting for her to change then we'll take yet another cab to the national library cos im major late for my project work discussion. hmm, maybe if i have time and she wants to, ill go down to the esplanade to look for her then we will go town together but we are sooo gonna split up after that... cos ya.. val knows why.

gtg... major lateness. tata.

11:35

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

surprisingly todays mass pe was quite okay... either the teacher was being lenient or im getting fitter.. haha. today's lit test was a killer... im gonna fail it cos i didnt have enough time ( whats new? ) and i had soo much to write. the only time i could crap, i dont have enough time. and for the first time, i wrote on 2 pieces of paper and was going strong till the bell rang... damn. and the test is worth 50 marks which is included in my test... diediedie. found out that the other lit test ( translations ) is not next week, but TMR!!! last but not least, i also realised that the lit test this friday ( measure for measure ) is not done during lecture, but done before lecture starts, and hand it up during lecture. grrr. which leaves me tonight to do it cos there's netball tmr and ill be too tired to prepare the essay tmr.. plus i have tons of homework to be completed by tmr.

went with val, bong and gerry to the esplanade's library to "study"... ended up listening to them talk. after that i waited for half an hour for stupid 162 to come along, but no, it didnt. got fed up and took the 56 ( it was the third one after val left.. can you imagine how long i waited? ) that came along instead. today is like noodles day... had meepok during recess, pasta for lunch and laska for dinner.

gtg do the seemingly never-ending pile of work... *sigh* btw, cj's gonna start night-study soon... cant wait for it although i dont think ill be able to find people whom i can study with the way i did last yr....

// wyn : i see that your head has exploded... *looks around* but i dont see any brain matter... oh, i forgot, bimbos have no brains! haha..
kk, that was a little mean... ill stop already. fudgecake lurves bimbo eh? that sounded disgusting... nvm, im in a okay mood today lah... so, a little cranky...

21:04

Tuesday, May 20, 2003

today was pretty fun... especially towards the end. lets see, school was as normal, damodaran and s.tan are still as boring as ever, we were taking class pics during recess... funfunfun.

after school, a number of us headed down to marche for lunch, ms giam came after she ended her lessons... that woman, she ate her waffles before ordering sotong rings, so its dessert before main. took a couple of photos with her digi while i sent mine for developing. they came out pretty good... everybody was wooing and ahhing over the photos. then ms giam that sweet lil thing bought me some chocs from sins for my birthday. the girls (mel, sian lye, fel, grace, hui zhen, danielle, shufang, ms giam and i) went to take neo... also came out nice. => after splitting the neos up, i think some of them went on to take neo, but the rest of us left.

went to bish with ms giam... and we took another neo together. like major shiok can... taking neo with a teacher who is such a small girl at heart... sooo fun!!! we were like doing all the funny and weird poses... got the kawaii kind, the xialan kind, the huggy kind.. and we agreed to go embargo together during the june hols with some of my classmates. cannot take it... she's freaking cool!

gtg do my work... must prepare for tmr's lit test... its a busy week... exams are coming soon!! *gulp*

// meimei : you're welcome cutie... we'll go take neo after your exams, that is if you have any leftover time for me, cos you'll definitely be out partying with your friends.
// wyn : you are nice... i think you are the only one who have the patience to tolerate all my nonsense without telling me to back off... then again, if you think your head is getting too big with all this praising, ill stop praising you then. i still havent decided what i want... why dont you just get me something big and huggable then when we meet, you can carry that big and huggable thing all around town!!! haha.

19:28

Monday, May 19, 2003

sat was a fun day for some... for people like emily and mycutelilmei.... for some, it was *scrunches up face* yucky, for the rest, they belong to the i-dont-know-what-they-are-thinking category.

sat
lets see, i met val and emily first in the afternoon after emily did her maintenance... she appeared looking major vandalised. *grin* we first had lunch at the crystal jade at paragon then we went kaikai... places visited : wisma, taka, paragon, tangs, heeren, p.s, city link. the bimbo finally made her bimbotic entrance at 4 something as we were taking a break from all that walking. everything i saw or touched that i said "eh, is this nice?" she will reply with, "you want it? ill get it for you..." but too bad, i didnt want them, so wyn, you'll have to continue thinking of what to get.

then met tan at suntec before heading to millenia walk for dinner... emily had a fun time imitating this gay guy at the opposite table, it was absolutely hilarious... well, she managed to make me laugh, so its funny. pam arrived then we ordered. had a strawberry margaritta that was shared by everyone... i think its nicer than the lychee martini i had later on at harrys. anyway, guess who appeared? simoneee!! i thought only azaria was coming, but apparently tan asked her to come along, so ta-da! she's sucha cutecute lil girl!!! they got me a birthday cake (tiramisu) and sang the birthday song so loudly, i wanted to dig a hole and just bury myself... took a couple of photos with my mei, val and wyn with her "new hairstyle". haha.

decided to go harrys, but emily was in school uniform, so tan brought her on a shoppin spree at royal sporting house and got her clothes... love the berms that she got. simone of course happily came along... it was emily, simone, azaria and my "first time" going this kinda place... the rest were just the pros. had a lychee martini which was so-so. the rest of the night, i just sat there and stone... almost cried when i heard the colin raye song, its so freaking touching! went for a walk with val, also almost cried but didnt. wyn was supposed to go take a walk with me before going home, but she was pretty drunk, so she went with the rest while val, emily and i went home. took a cab by myself and i think the driver thought i was sick or something... kept sniffing.

came home, msged wyn a little, and eden called at the auspicious hour of 0030 on 180503... we talked a little then she had to go. msged her a little and almost got into a fight but didnt then stopped altogether when i said i didnt want to talk abt ***.

sun
stayed at home and tried to do some work, then went to ritz for dinner... had loads of fun taking photos. especially with my brother, he's kinda camera-shy but cos i was the princess that day, he gave in... sucha sweet brother! came back and went over to my cousins house who presented me with my birthday present ( sims : superstar ) and my birthday cake ( strawberry shortcake )... bugged wyn a little cos i wanted her to sing twinkletwinklelittlestar, but that bumbum just msged me the hanyupinying... cheater! it was not complete!!!

today
mass pe sucked the most today... we had to run 10 instead of 6. grrr. and my wrist is hurting like crazy... shall go see a doctor and find out whats wrong with it. went to thomson with val and attempted to do some work, well, i managed to complete my chinese... not that bad, i guess.

tmr
class outing to marche for my belated birthday celebration and farewell cos my classmate is leaving to go poly.. cant wait! so exciting!

// val & emily : thanks for spending the whole of sat with me... really appreciate it. it would have been better if i wasnt pulling a long face the whole night. btw, the chocs are pretty good...
// wyn : heyhey... thanks for trying to rush down to meet us before dinner and for putting up with all my nonsense that day... like carrying my bag for me, asking me what i liked and you'll get it for me, but too bad nothing caught my eye... and especially during the night. i kinda spoilt it but thanks for being so sympathetic and not telling me what a bitch i was..
// tan : you put in the effort but it wasnt appreciated that night... sorry. but thanks for letting me drink during and after dinner....
// pam : thanks for coming!
// meimei : thanks for coming too... wanting to accompany me to go for a walk when we were at harrys, sorry if i sounded rude when i said no need.. just had a couple of things on my mind. so ya. but glad you came and hope you enjoy your "first time" *smile* you take care and we'll go out something okay? *mmuacks*
// azaria : didnt say a single word to you that night... dont ask why, just didnt. the whole attitude was back... but thanks for the gift anyway. totally agree that its the thought that counts and i appreciate it... i just have high expectations i guess.

this entry is absolutely loooong!!!

21:46

Saturday, May 17, 2003

guess im back in the blogging business...

today's block period of project work was damn fun... we were having out break in the canteen, ru yi told us quite a sympathetic joke but its actually damn funny, as a result, kenneth made a big booboo. we were laughing like mad! then we went to the library to do research... quite fun, then we smuggled a box of deloba in and were eating away. saw my eyecandy in the morning, in the canteen and in the library... shioks. *grin*

just came back from a mini class outing, although there were only like 11 of us, 2 non-cjcians. it was after cj's drama production, some of us didnt go but we still met for supper. ms giam treated us to stingray, sotong and veggie, i think the guys paid for the oyster omelette.. so full now. the funny thing was we were happily taking photos in front of everybody in a hawker centre... the stall vendors thought we were nuts. but it was fun.

off to bed now... gonna meet emily and val, maybe my bimbo as well at 1230, then tan and all at 1800. busybusy day. then a couple of them gonna come over to my place and count down to my birthday..... hopefully my neighbours dont call the police....

01:05

Thursday, May 15, 2003

major ultra very extremely sosocantstanditanymore bored.
thus im just gonna write some crap.

these few days have been okay... seeing my eyecandy every morning. spoke to wyn on the phone on sunday, no, monday morning from 0015 to like 0330 in the morning before i finally let her off and i went to bed... we were discussing my birthday celebration *groans* and she was singing chinese songs and lullabys.. (your pronounciation is sooo cute!) my favourite was the chinese version of twinkletwinklelittlestar. in the morning, we had mass pe which was pe from hell. after school i had badminton... it wasnt that bad until the teacher-in-charge told us, the hopefuls, that we are better off playing badminton for fun rather than trying to get into the school team. i was so tired when i came home, i went to bed at around 2200, like major early for a person like me.

moving on, my birthday is in 3 days time and im not feeling excited or whatsoever as i used to in the past. i no more imagine what the feeling is like if my friends throw me a surprise party or they buy a cake for me and sing the birthday song in the canteen and the whole world turns and look. maybe its because as i grow older, i start to realise that fairytales dont exist, so i dont harbour any thoughts on how my life should be like a fairytale where everything is smooth-sailing, that everything has a happy ending. or maybe its because everytime i celebrate my birthday, something will tend to go wrong, so to prevent it from happening and making people around me feel horrible/pissed/annoyed, it is a better idea not to celebrate.
sure, it is fun to be celebrating with just a few close friends, sitting around and chatting, yet somehow i simply dont feel like it this year. call me paranoid, call me oversensitive, but somehow i just have this feeling that if i celebrate it with you guys ( you should know who you are ) something will go wrong...
i dont mean anything but pardon me if i speak frankly... people have different ways of thinking, thus different ways of interpreting the same thing. to me, a birthday celebration is when i have fun with my friends, laughing, joking, cracking major lame jokes and of course, the birthday cake. not having to worry about how i should be behaving, if im overdoing some stuff, or if one of you get "bullied", to try and calm your nerves yet not offend the others... it almost becomes as though im a mother trying to prevent her children from fighting and making a scene in public. but to you, a birthday celebration is more of a time when all of us come together to have a dinner, to catch up on each other's lives.. its like, the celebration is just an excuse to get everybody out of the house and to meet up, or it might be even to see someone that you seldom see and cant seem to contact to go out with.. a birthday celebration is the perfect solution.

am i speaking the truth or am i not? you whom im addressing this to should know part of what i mean if not all of it. so tell me again, what exactly is a birthday celebration???

00:48

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

back by popular demand
not in the mood to blog yet, just wanna disappear from the surface of this world, but because someone is ohsointerested in my life, shall just give a brief summary....

>> fri : went out with az & took a neo *smilesmile*
>> sat : had to be in school by 0730 for makeup lesson
>> sun : advance birthday present : OLYMPUS all-weather digicam *cantstopgrinning*
>> mon : no badminton so went town with val
>> tues : macdonalds breakfast followed by my favourite espressofrappuccino.doubleshot
went out with a few classmates and took a neo
>> today : had a quick lunch with val & wyn then it was homesweethome for me

thats it. im off.