Friday, October 31, 2003

happy halloween

sleepysleepy... -rubs eyes-
only got home at 2330 last night.
but i did have dinner with my guniang :)
thaiexpress's redruby is not bad, but it would be even nicer without so much thick coconut milk.
my greencurry was pretty good.
the popiahwrap is highly recommended. -yummy-

dinner with my class tonight.
dresscode : black.
- hops around -
i cant wait!

09:26

Monday, October 27, 2003

oof

19:48

Friday, October 24, 2003

thurs
no school yesterday cos it was j2's graduation day.. (-sob-) but headed back anyway in the afternoon for pw. after spending $6.20 on cabbing there (i was late) and missed seeing the imbecile, i only spent like 30-45min in school. the best thing was, only 10min was actually spent discussing abt pw. grrr.

headed home after that to have a change of clothes, then went to bishan to meet hema and giam for yakun. wouldnt have gone if hema couldnt make it.. but did anyhow. and it turned out good. after eating hema and i crashed giam's place and she painted our nails for us.. mini mani/pedi session in the comfort of giam's room. after dolling up, we went for dinner and ate so much.. but we still managed to squeeze in ice-cream from macdonalds (im lovin' it!)

today
didnt do anything much. but i did get myself a new wallet.. thks to my mummy. she even suggested going on one of those alldayshoppingandeatingnonstop trips that i love.. looks like my mummy cant wait to spend some money on herself and me. :) i aint complaining though.

thoughts of the day
told my mum about the possibility of me failing my promos. the possibility of me scoring an o.o.f or o.f.f. is pretty high, although im praying very hard for an e.o.f. if i do get an e.o.f, ill stand a chance to get promoted, just pass both supp papers.. but if i get an o.o.f or o.f.f, i had better start making plans for next year. she didnt scold or nag at me.. except to remind me that since i still stand a chance at supp paper (results aint out yet), then i better start early. i will. i promise.

im missing my gf already.. dont get to listen to her voice for the weekend cos she's stuck in school for some religion retreat thing..

j2s graduated. their As are in a week and the last paper is on 201103.
hope that imbecile doesnt get too stressed up... *sigh no more motivation to go to school so early anymore... no more imbecile-looking in the morning.

guess thats all.
boring weekend. no one to go out with.
shall go over to my cousin's place now to annoy her.

21:18

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

dont be so nice to me, afterall i disappointed you. i promised you something, but i didnt achieve it. im feeling mad and guilty. your continued care and concern is making me feel worse. i know its your way of consoling me, telling me its alright, that everything will work out in the end, that even if things dont come out the way i want it, ultimately, a solution will surface. but i cant take it. i controlled my tears the entire day. one simple msg from you and i was crying like a baby. i know its my fault and this sounds as though im blaming you for making me cry, but im not. its mine. its the result of being overconfident and arrogant. but believe me, if i do get a second chance, i promise, this time, ill succeed.

//lyelye&eunice : you 2 are stuck with me... san nian peng you.

23:19

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

went to nu*dle bar again today.
had chickentomyam, it was soooo good, i can eat one bowl right now.
didnt do much, just ate and came straight home cos the time was pretty late and it was kind of an illegal outing. tan came along and made friends with my honey and sunshine.. glad they got along just fine.

nothing much about my day.
except that my class had to do maintainence.. arranged the chairs in the audi for some seminar tmr.

off to sleep some more.
nightnight.

20:40

Monday, October 20, 2003

the first aid course is super duper boring.
dozed off a couple of times during the talks, the last session i had on burns and what nots was pretty interesting though. the pictures shown were gross, and i couldnt hear a single thing she was saying, but it was good cos we were all awake and talking rubbish, drawing and passing notes around. so i would say, it was the most successful session.

someone close to the heart,
so near yet so far.
wanting to say those special words,
but nothing comes out.
all i can do is watch from afar
and pray for you silently,
hoping that one day you'll realise
that i've been here waiting
all this while.

20:43

Saturday, October 18, 2003

just got back from town..
been there like since 1130?
took 2 neos and had nu*dle bar for lunch.
the chickentomyam is goooood~
it was supposed to be a shopping trip,
but i ended up spending my money on food & neos.
did get an unexpected msg from ... ya. :)

went to topman with my gf and mja.
saw loads of nice clothes there...
too bad i got no one to buy them for.

anyway, supposed to meet my gf for lunch tmr.
shall wait for her call tonight.

19:23

Friday, October 17, 2003

went for breakfast with my class people at thecoffeeconnection.
the americanbreakfast was good.
absolutely loved the strawberry jam. -yummy-
then went to this place to play pool
and it was filled with cjcians.
wanted to leave but it was raining cats&dogs&elephants,
so had to take a cab to the mrt station.

well, im home now.
still recovering from the news my gf told me.
if only those words came from that someone.

13:04

Thursday, October 16, 2003

believe me when i say im gonna fail.
econs mcq&drq today was horrendous.
because i didnt study last night, i didnt know how to do loads of questions.
ended up playing the guessing game,
and guessed plenty wrongly.
drq was just as bad.
while everybody did their best to write as much as they could, ie, 2 sheets of paper, yours truly only used 1 sheet.
true, quality is more impt that quantity,
but i dont think i had any quality.

as if that wasnt enough,
i had to find out sth that totally put me in the dumps.
tried to cheer myself up by catching a movie ($7.50) - the rundown
its really good by the way.. a little boring at the start, but towards the middle, thats when the action and laughter starts.
also went to take starshots with my gf and honey ($30)
bought myself a necklace from bits&pieces ($17.50)
pigged out at pizzahut during lunch ($7.90) - small price but loads of food.

spent quite a bit, but at the end of the day,
happiness is only on the outside.
.appearance vs reality.
well, at least now i know the truth...
its not too late.

//az : cheer up alrights? it might not be that bad in the end... sorry i didnt talk much to you, was eating halfway. -hughug-
\\tan : oops, sorry, didnt see your msg till you called. had you called slightly earlier, i would have met you cos i took a train to bishan before coming home. ill see you another day and show you my gf's picture.

19:57

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

hopefully ill pass my practical criticism.
the length of my essays were the bare minimum.
only after submitting did i realise that i should have done the prose instead of drama.

had a scary thought last night.
what if i get one 'a', 1 'ao', 1 'f'?
that will be it.
no chance for supp paper at all.
only now am i stressed up abt promos.

oh well, on a lighter note,
promos end tmr~
(ne not included)
time to fool around before reality kicks in.

19:36

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

im sooo tired~
didnt sleep a wink last night.
tried to memorise all those crappy geofiles.
2 cans of redbull and 1 cup of coffee later,
it was time to go to school.

in the end?

bang on the wrong question.
so say sayonara to 25 marks.....
left that question blank cos i know nuts about nies. /x
guess ill have to start preparing for sub paper.

im dead beat.
off to get some sleep.

//guniangs : i miss you all soso much!!! -runs and hugs every guniang- when we going for our pedi & suntan????

12:16

Sunday, October 12, 2003

i think im very very lucky.
i have such a wonderful friend in my life.
yes tania tan ~~laixiang~~
im talking about you!
this sweet little thing came all the way back to my place in the middle of the night in an attempt to cheer me up (urgh, dont talk about it, still pissed) in the middle of the night. and i really mean in the middle of the night. she msged me, but being the pig that i am, i went to bed pretty early, cos i was too pissed to study and didnt see her msg till morning. (she asked if i was still awake). and, when i just came online 2 minutes ago, she said she waited till 0200!!! gosh! that poor lil thing... but its really really damn sweet.

//tan : thanks tan.. i mean it. its really really sweet of you to come all the way back just to see me.. i love you darling! still cant believe you did it and still cant believe that you waited till 0200 and i cant believe that i was actually sleeping while you were waiting in the dark and cold night... sorry. promise ill give you a good treat after your exams.. feeling major guilty now. but thanks. really.

shall leave what i have to say till another day.
this entry is dedicated to my sweet friend who pisses me off sometimes with her advice (they are too logical for me) and the fact that she takes irregular meals, thus gastric problems haunt her. but im glad i have a friend like her, someone who puts herself before others, yet ensuring that she doesnt get taken advantage of. :)

00:33

Thursday, October 09, 2003

geog paper in one and a half hours time
and im sitting in front of the computer blogging.
urgh.
despite sleeping at 0530,
nothing has gone into my head.
im prepared to take sub paper for geog...

gonna mia till monday once again.
so people, take care!

absence makes the heart grow fonder.
although you are not here with me,
but i know,
that your heart is.
time can let 2 people grow apart,
it can also let them learn to appreciate each other.
hopefully, my situation with you is the latter.

--dedicated to :
eden, jasmine, az, tan, pam, wyn, val, em

10:36

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

my headache refuses to go away!

lit was okay...
for my standard that is.
managed to write 4 sides for othello, 3 for mfm and due to poorpoor time management, only 1 side for translations.
to think that it was the first time i actually had crap to crap for translations, but there was insufficient time....

chinese. ha.
out of 3hrs15min, i spent like 1hr15min sleeping.
but it should be okay... -cross fingers-

tonight will be another night with little or no sleep.
physical geog tmr and im not even a quarter way through.
but,
after the paper tmr, its another weekend spent at my gf's place.
and mummy says this is the last time i can stay over... -sobs-
oh well, it was good while it lasted.

time for a break/nap,
and its time for geog.....

16:05

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

screwed up my econs BIG time.
i mean it.
for case study, i left like 15-20m blank?
like who the hell would be stupid enough to leave blanks for such an impt exam?

-raises hand-

me.

12:36

Monday, October 06, 2003

ahhhhhhh
home sweet home!

promos officially start tmr
and although i spent the weekend at my gf's house studying,
we only touched on econs 2 hrs ago.
this is bad.
the only thing that im proud of, is my mfm.
both of us spent most of our time doing that book.
hell, we had better score.
geog... still got loads more.

well, you can see how much ive accomplished over the last weekend.
hope all of you managed to do more than that.
one more weekend of mugging at my gf's house
and ill be done studying for promos...
then it'll be time for the long awaited guniangs outing
and many many more!

off to bathe and mug some more.
then its lalaland on my bed that i miss ohsomuch.

GOOD LUCK EVERYBODY!!!

21:05

Saturday, October 04, 2003

hellooooo!
anybody missed me?
managed to come online while my gf is taking a shower.
gonna go out for dinner. -hungry-

woke up at 0700 this morning to do mfm.
we went to bed at 2200... but i only managed to sleep from 0030-0530.
rest of the time i was awake... -sigh-
well, now im wide awake cos we just woke up from our nap.
more lit intensive tonight. -pulls hair-

byeee~

18:35

Friday, October 03, 2003

my peaceful sleep got interrupted at 1115 this morning by sweets.
that girl called me up just to ask me about hydrology.....
was major grouchy after that, especially since i only slept at 0500.

BUT

im a happyhappy girl now.
my dearie dropped by to see me...
literally.
she stayed for less than 15 minutes.
so sweeet~
missed her so much.
glad to see her still alive & kicking.
although she came and turned my room upside down.
loved the hug before she left...
- blissful -

then after she left,
i received a msg from baichi
only a forwarded msg,
but i was grinning from ear to ear.

sucha wonderful day today!

most prob wont be blogging till monday when i return from my gf's house.
going over later and i havent even packed my stuff.
till then, you all take care and ilu~

ps. phlogger didnt publish my msg.... sent it twice already...

15:44

Thursday, October 02, 2003

nothing much accomplished today..
but i did
-- finish reading mfm up to act3
-- mindmaps up to dd&ss

plans for tonight : complete elasticity, production&costs, labour market.
then ill leave the 4 mkt structures till tmr.
and bring only geog and lit down to my gf's place.
yeps, gonna stay with her again, this time till mon.
im excited! -hophop-

//pam : sweetie, not that i dont wanna leave you a msg but your link seems to be down and when i click on it, nothing pops up. and i dont like leaving a msg on phlogger. so ill leave you one here alrights? so, I MISS YOU! cant wait to go for retail therapy with you when my exams are over. shall start saving already. take care. -hug-
\\az : oops, was already in lalaland when you called... so if i sounded half dead or rude... sorry. you know how im when im half asleep. dont stress yourself out too much k?
//guniangs : heyhey my darling dearies!! miss you all so much. val and em are just the typical so-near-yet-so-far cases.. take care you all.

23:57

Wednesday, October 01, 2003

lalalalalala~
im bored!
lalalalalala~
going home to sleep after school!
lalalalalala~
planning not to attend sch tmr!
lalalalalala~
i think im going bonkers!
lalalalalala~
going my gf's place over the weekend!
lalalalalala~
this is retarded!