Tuesday, April 27, 2004
had a great lunch today.. at people's park. went down to chinatown with nana cos she needed to do something. we had fried dumplings, zhajiang mian, carrot cake (black), soup and one cup of sugarcane + lemon each. *burrrrp as usual, we took pics of before and after we ate. and we found this cute lil pig figurine that reminded us instantly of that pig.. but the figurine is so much cuter than the live one in school.
test on caretaker tmr... sure die. absolutely catch no ball on that play.
time to go and search for online guides.
18:15
Sunday, April 25, 2004
im proud of myself... finally got down to doing that aq for < tempest in a tiara >, left with only < true learning >. thinking of doing it before i go to bed but the procrastinating side of me is starting to take over..
yesterday was sucha great day (refer to previous post). cip was absolutely fun.. no sarcasm. didnt know raking the leaves could be so much fun. fine, so i didnt rake, all i did was stand there with the dustpan & trashbag waiting for nana to fill the bag up and get hit by the rake in the process. but it was fun watching z-ting and yuting competing to see who could fill up more trashbags.. if i remember correctly, we had like 12 bags of leaves and there were still more leaves everywhere but we decided to leave them for next week. haha.
anyway, after cip ended, on our way outta the home, i saw az on her way home!! i was like :))) happy like siao! haha. but she had to rush home so didnt talk much..
i want hughug!
oh, and i did a good deed while i was on the way to meet bimbo for lunch.. i gave up my seat to this man who had difficulty getting up and standing on the bus. he was holding his clutches and all. so i stood up and moved right to the end of the bus where this damn annoying kid kept weaving in and out trying to watch jamieoliver cook. like wth.
im happy today, yesterday. whatever.
wyn : had fun with you today.. enjoy the chocs and your storybook. and dont be so mean about my classmate although its like damn true.. haha. :D and i reached novena FIRST!!! ;)
nana : have you recovered from the shock yet? haha. hope that piece of ultimate juicy gossip doesnt change your opinion of me ya.. haha. its a thing of the past. run tmr? msg me. oh, and dont nag at me for not being in bed at this hour k.. at least ive completed half of my hw.. heh.
02:49
Saturday, April 24, 2004
im gonna have loads of energy for cip later... :)
firstly, although im supposed to be getting ready to meet my bimbo for lunch before cip, i decided to come online and look see, and SURPRISE SURPRISE, i see
EDEN CHAN YI KWAN online! :DDDDDD
bestie : im soooooooooooooooo happy to be chatting with you right now!! happy till kingdom comes! haha. chatting with you just brings back all the good old memories.. lets me know how much i miss ya.. -sob- ilu* always! (:
secondly, lunch with the bimbo.. (: havent seen her in sucha long time, and didnt expect her to be free to entertain me and my craving for longjohn.. heh.
im off to get ready.. otherwise im gonna be late.
lalala~
12:13
Thursday, April 22, 2004
today's mini skit after assembly by the environmentalists was quite a success.. at least pple laughed, thats a form of response aint it? whether they helped in reducing the number of straws used is another matter, but looking around while i was having my break, it looked like most people did attempt to leave the straws behind at the stall. (:
ohoh! the rsaf guys came today to promote their concert in june... their singing is whoa! managed to get like 95% of the class to attend it.. (: class outing! and chan aint invited. haha. hopefully the concert doesnt clash with the kayaking expedition. then again, if i dont get all the forms in asap, we most prob wont get to go... :| then there is that othello play that im considering, also in june. by the time im done with all my activities, i wont have time to study for mid-year.. -gulp-
22:11
Saturday, April 17, 2004
cip at the christianhomefortheaged wasnt too bad.. all we had to do was clean the windows, rake the leaves, talk to the elderly and feed them. but... with the company of a certain someone made the work seem tedious and icantwaittogetouttahere attitude all surfacing. we were late by 20min, cos we were enjoying our breakfast at macs.. even took a
picture to show how much we love our ht.. :| lied that some didnt know their way and they were late so we were late too..
met giam for lunch at sakae.. free lunch as usual. starting to feel like a freeloader. oops. went shopping with her and she finally got all her stuff she needs for tmr. phew.
bumped into az on my way to taka. major coincidence i would say.. you know at the link between wisma and taka theres that staircase? was intending to walk all the way to where zara was, but turned and walked down the stairs instead. and there i see ms sih at the bottom at the staircase with her friends. i was like :DD
then shit happened and im all screwed up now. i have no idea whats going on and im starting to get worried. ):
oh well, tmr will be a better day... i hope.
21:22
Friday, April 16, 2004
im feeling kinda happy today... like in a good mood.. must be the thinner. im high on it. haha.
lets see, started off the morning by going over to t32 and taking
ugly-thanks to me- photos with baby and ivan.. (: jean became jeaniebeaniebaby, now baby. heh. maybe ill call her jeaniebaby.. anyway, ya, then some nonsensical triggerhappy in class, includes mja wearing a hairband and acting all chio. haha. of course we tooka a couple of class pics with chan as the photographer. angel happily used my cam to take a pic of him.. i nearly died, but we decided to edit it a little here and there... *evil laughter we are all gonna show it to our parents so that they can get themselves mentally prepared and not be traumatised on wed night. heh.
actually i beginning to love my class... still got a couple to tackle or should i say try and change my opinion of them, but otherwise, most of them are a lovely bunch.
es rocks my socks! the people there are great, a funny bunch.. always cracking me up. :D silly mrsaw bought the wrong kind of paint for us to paint our banner when just the other day, he was telling us that the kind of paint we were using was wrong.. oh well, he was kind enough to help us get new paint though.. we painted the banner and cleaning up was more tedious than painting the banner. had to clean the floor and the sins in the toilet.. i didnt help much in cleaning up though.. had a headache sniffing all those fumes. escaped to the toilet cos mslim started nagging at me, there, nana and i were taking pics while washing the sinks.. her "lifeline" was hilarious. [lifeline here refers to pulling the toilet roll from inside the cubicle all the way to the sink and crushing it up into a ball and use it as a cloth to wipe the sink dry.]
one more thing that made me all glad and relieved.. that is, ive got a 2 for my pw!! *woohoo that means i can say sayonara to pw this year.. that means so much time saved on research and more time on studying (ya right..).
CJ015 you all rock! :D
20:41
Thursday, April 15, 2004
i screwed my pc so badly that rajan is either gonna make me go for counselling for tear my paper into bits and make me eat them up. wait till she finds out that im a repeat, not a j1 that has never touched lit before. then that will be the end of me. nono, rajan is not a terror, she just scares me.
no idea whats happening to me.. cant seem to concentrate in class, always so restless. it cant be due to a lack of sleep, more like cos i sleep too much, been sleeping at like 2200 for the past week. no more the owl i used to be. even my sleeping habits have changed. tried thinking what could be the cause, but seriously, my mind came up blank. need to get my act together before history repeats itself and i cant let that happen. no way.
17:01
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
im beginning to love es. its damn fun. though its only once a week but i have a great 2 hours, chit-chatting, laughing till my tummy hurts, and eating. we are (i think) gonna set up a es food fund, so that we can have like pizza, cake, chocolate parties during our meetings. (: so glad that nana and i have decided to let the other cca go, and solely concentrate on es, and maybe, hopefully, get to be part of the exco. heh. as well maintain our positions in class as dc and htc respectively. all in all, we should be able to secure our points for the pearls system.
i love jeaniebeaniebaby who is soooo nice to hug, :D anne who goes crazy ohsooften, jaclyn who just looks so sweet, miah who is good at making music using straws, ivan who is so damn tall and great at rugby, sherilyn whom i like saying hi to & mingli who always hears me say hi but never sees me and who took the same bus as me in sec school. (:
itsallbcosimarepeat
nolongerhavethefriendsionceloved
nolongerhavethefreedom
theresnothingicando
excepttostudystudyalldaylong
itsallbcosimarepeat
godddamnfarkingunfair
19:19
so many people's birthday have come and passed.. quite a few are of legal age. makes me want the day i turn to legal to arrive asap. well, not that im gonna go clubbing non-stop or learn driving, but at least there's a sense of maturity.. anyway, im hoping that when my birthday comes, it'll be a good one, unlike the past years.. maybe a party outside or in school.. there would be great. but i aint carrying much hope of it materialising.
pe today nearly killed me. six rounds + 2 sets of grandstands (including push-ups, crunches and burpees). during break, nana, szuling and i were like washing our hairs in the toilet.. using the sink. was quite fun. shall bring toiletries next time.. heh. now our hair smell of herbalessence, courtesy of angel. (:
free period almost up. toodles.
12:19
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
alvinsaw is backk~!!!
he's finally back from underthesea and he did bring back the sourplums he promised! he's supposed to give me mine tmr... yay! (: geog's been dull without him.. not that mrlow isnt good, but im more used to mrsaw than his substitute.
lingsodetachedfromtheclass
wheneveristepintotheclassifeellikeastrangerintrudingintotheirterritory
thefamiliarfacessuddenlyseemlikeablur
asthoughtheyhaveneverpouredouttheirthoughtstome
asthoughnothinghaseverhappenedbetweenthemandi
feelsocrappyanddisplacedandunwanted
19:31
Monday, April 12, 2004
yay and damn. both for the same reason.
yay, cos ive FINALLY passed the unnecesary skirt test and damn, cos now my mum cant talk to the teacher and tell him/her how unreasonable they are.
oh well, at least im considered safe now.. since all my skirts have been lengthened and ive got new socks, i dont have to worry about spot-checks. bleah. it stills sucks.
11:18
Sunday, April 11, 2004
okay... my "new" skirt is ready. my mum has so kindly added cloth to the skirt so that we dont have to go through the trouble of making a brand new skirt. and she says that if tmr i fail the skirt test again, to get the teacher to call her. i think my mum is getting fed up at this rubbish too.. maybe if i do fail the skirt test, and if they really do call my mum, and afterward i get really famous amongst the staff cos of what had happened, and teachers might start to make life difficult for me, but heck. at least that teacher would have gotten a trashing from my mum. (:
my brother is hopping hopping mad. no, not cos i stole his modem, but cos both his labbie and desktop are fried. they cant be switched on.. and his data in the labbie are most prob fried too.. then again, apart from his sadness and anger, he's already eyeing a new labbie. haiz that brother of mine...
22:46
hmm.. i like this new template.. brings back good memories of my bimbo singing the chinese version and the edited version that tan burnt for me... (: the background music does get a little annoying but dont worry, its only gonna play once instead of infinite as it used to be..
tan : maybe you are mad. maybe you are disappointed. maybe you feel that whatever you have done has just been flushed down the toilet bowl. no matter what you think, treat this as a fight that happens between friends, and after all this shit, we'll be closer than before. i still love you tania tan laixiang. (:
ps : tagboard is all the way at the bottom of the page.. couldnt find anywhere to fit it in without messing up the template. so ya. you know what to do.
17:23
Saturday, April 10, 2004
gonna meet my mum in town for lunch later... heh. that means shopping! finally stepping into town for a decent meal and shopping after like years. usually just going to scotts to eat then rush back to school, but now i can take my own sweet time and weave in and out of shops looking for potential must-haves.
and i think my brother is gonna kill me soon... keep on stealing the modem from his room so that i can come online instead of doing my work. *oops kk, shall refrain from coming online so often... otherwise he's gonna hide the modem.
11:49
Thursday, April 08, 2004
screw the rules.
i failed the skirt test
AGAIN! my skirt is already touching my knee and at my waist. it is definitely gonna be too short if you are gonna check it by pulling the waistband upwards. you bitch. are you just jealous that these girls are like 20 years younger than you and they have a longer torso than you do, so when they wear skirts it looks nice instead of looking like a nun, like the way you look? am i supposed to wear my uniform the way you do before ill pass the test? bitch. now i gotta either continue lengthening my skirt (theres already no more cloth left) or get a new one.. wtf? so what if its a long weekend? its a public holiday tmr and thr school's lousy uniform providers are most probably closed on sat. even if they are open, they wont be able to sew a skirt so fast. so how do you expect us to get a skirt
that touches the ground by monday?
seriously, i dont understand the rationle behind such high socks and long skirts. if you want your students to look neat why having visible socks, have a standard pair of socks with the flame on it and sell it at 3 bucks. im sure if the quality is good enough, students will buy, or include it in the orientation package. pls just dont use the same china brand, its really of
inferior quality.. im not the only one who gets rashes wearing them.
as for the skirts, whats the use of making students wear such long skirts in school, when by the time they reach the bus-stop, its so short that if you walk just 5 steps below them on the escalator, you can see everything? your main purpose is not only to have students look prim and proper in school, but also in public, cause thats where the complaints come from. the stricter the rules, the more rebellious the students will get. whats the point? it'll end up with both teachers and students wasting time. besides, the handbook illustrates that the skirt is supposed to touch the knees, not cover them. theres a difference. the way the teachers are checking are as though the shortest skirt must at least cover the knees. what irony.
-takes a deep breath-
was happily chatting in the sc room that i was late for my "appointment" outside the general office.. nana had to come looking for me. *oops well, at least our proposal got accepted and we had loads of entertainment to lessen our nervousness. poor nana had to stand throughout the discussion.
nana-san, the goonified goonster who is goon-ded, goon-matised and forever goon-ing : you good... sabo me when the bell rang ya? thank god i ate alone, otherwise, ill slaughter you!and stop being so giggly everytime the actual goon appears. you always make me laugh non-stop when i see you laugh. makes us look as though we really
are goons... and those two scribblings really didnt have anything to do with who/what you thought is was... bu yao xiang ta duo. long weekend, dont forget your geog ws + annotations for caretaker + study for econs drq + nyaaform&money. see you mon morning.. tell me if you want breakfast by say sat afternoon alright? then i can go get food. or we can just have our pao. haha. love ya! (:
19:02
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
what a lousy morning i had today...
after the andrewmatthews talk we had this morning, (which was very enjoyable, love his cartoons), all the girls had to stay back for spotcheck... yourstruly here got caught for
both socks and skirt. so now, i have to wear socks that resemble soccer socks and lengthen my skirt that will look like that of a nun (no offence) after its done. my skirt is not short compared to some in the audi this morning.. so annoying. the best thing yet, this has been my attire for the past one year and ive never been caught before, why start now? and im supposed to be keeping my record clean for **.. damn.
free period is up. time to see that pig. *yuck
13:04
Monday, April 05, 2004
as you can see, i havent been updating this baby of mine.. so i shall start off with some shoutouts.
tan : this friendship among the four of us is never gonna end, not until we all come to a decision together that it is the end. i know that you are always the one organising get-togethers for the four of us and the efforts are appreciated, but sometimes i think you gotta back off a little. ya, its great to be spending our birthday with one another, but sometimes it just feels like it isnt a birthday celebration for the birthday girl anymore, it feels more like a reason to get everyone outta the house for a gathering.. so what happens to the feelings of the birthday girl? and we cant make it, then dont make a big deal outta it. i admit, if that happened to me, ill be quite mad, but at the end of the day, ill realise that others do have their own schedules and not everyone can conform to mine. i cant say that im speaking on behalf on az and pam, maybe because its easier for them to meet up anytime, im always the one giving trouble, but hey, you have to admit, im there almost everytime. so dont condemn me just cos i wasnt there once.
im definitely not sorry for not being able to make it that day, cos i really already had a commitment, may not seem important to you, but its all about keeping promises. but what i am apologetic for is being so short-tempered with you that day. thats all.
az : thanks for that sweet lil forwarded... it made my day.
pam & val : happy belated birthday you two.. finally legal ya? pam can go learn her driving and val can go clubbing like no one's business. haha. real sorry i wasnt able to celebrate with you guys.
eden : i miss you terribly. you were always there when i was down, even though you know i was in the wrong (as usual), you still stood by me. i know it aint good for me if im always insisting that im right, that i do need a knock on my head so that some sense will be knocked into me as well. but sometimes, i just need someone to stand by me and take me for who i am. for me, i know that person is you. love you bestie.
nana : im so glad to have you.. whether is it as a friend or as a person to suffer with me under that ass. you've brought nothing but joy and laughter and gossip and breakfast (hee) to me since the beginning of this year. hopefully all those "bribes" i got you is enough to boost your tolerance rate, cos you are stuck with me and that ass till next year.
giam : thanks for the free meals and just listening to me rant on endlessly about small details and of course, that pig who is head of my class. ill do my best to do well for my exams, i promise you. no i dont promise, cos promises can be broken, i shall commit.
******
so, ive decided to try, repeat,
try to take a positive outlook on things, even the ugly side of people, cos no one is perfect. i cant expect everyone to do what i want them to, thus neither can they force me to do anything im reluctant to.
im still learning, so leave me alone.
gonna try my best and concentrate on my studies, so unless absolutely necessary, DONT CALL ME! im not free to entertain you all, im gonna transform into a nerd. ill only be home earliest 1600, latest 1900, so please, let me rest. ive got tonnes of schoolwork and handouts to read. ill be glad if i can even sleep 5 hours. now, i dont even care if i get a msg.. my phone can be silent for all it wants to be.
22:09
