Sunday, July 25, 2004
im still tired from yesterday's shopping spree. ptm was okay.. chan managed to get back in time for it and looked slightly healthier then his usual lack-of-exposure-to-sun look. i think he should stay on in the army longer.. it suits him. heh. that means lesterlow will become my class's permanent ht. i dont mind. anyway, shopping afterward was wayyy better! imagine buying stuff without having to go "nah, so ex.. not worth it. you will most probably wont wear it again next time." or "dont want lah.. maybe there's a nicer one elsewhere". so in total my mum and i spent about 400+ bucks yesterday and we are very pleased with our purchases. (:
made my dad go to macpherson to get lunch for me today.. the yummilicious prawn noodles and
wuxiang. told my mum i wanted to eat mutton curry from prata king for dinner.. either with rice or prata.. so hopefully there is still mutton curry available tonight.
school tomorrow. ): as of tomrrow, its 10 weeks to promos. ): morning run and pft. ):
monday blues.
20:39
Friday, July 23, 2004
i missed my weekly thursday night shows yesterday cos i was busy trying my best to understand production&costs for todays mcq test (i still dont understand btw) and kinda neglected my geog, also for todays essay test. in the end.. there was no econs test cos printing isnt completed. grrr. now i have to wait till next thursday to watch
o.c. i bet something will come up again then.
ptm tmr morning then its off for some contribution to the economy. (:
22:55
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
to4 in ethnic costumes. (:
heh. as you can see, ever since i found out how to post pictures, im hooked onto it!
missed my morning run again this morning.. all thanks to the timely downpour which apparently started at 5am. im definitely not complaining cos i only woke up at 0630 and my parents sent me to school, but my attendance is so lousy, i think ms smith is gonna accumulate all the rounds i havent ran and make me run all at a go. blah. anyway, she wasnt here this morning so we combined with mikey's class and i like his pe.. i ran 10 rounds without stopping and could still ran more! amazing huh.. thats cos we had pe in the extension. heh. he let us off 5 minutes before the bell went off too. (: more time to rest. the rest of the day passed by quickly, i slept half my break and my free period away instead of studying my econs like i said i would. oops. the econs relief lecturer for mr phay is terrible!! so terrrible that i would rather have cheng to teach. econs test on fri - productions&costs. im screwed. blah. and tmr we got that lousy gp relief teacher.. he has this permanent sulky face and yucky voice. two periods of him and the constant drilling over at the performance centre gives me a biggg headache. blah.
oh, i forgot to mention that my "assumption" that chan was dumb has been confirmed today. we heard from a "reliable source", so as not to embarrass lesterlow, that chan has been marking li present for the past two months although she has withdrew like a loooong time ago. stupidity.
botanical gardens was.... pathetic. the attendance was pathetic. the food was pathetic. all that eggs in one of the dustbins could have served a better purpose, example, cakes, cookies, omelette, or food for a poor family. but its all wasted. im never offering my services again.. all that wastage of food and time. blah! :
its only wednesday and im drained of energy.. as though each night's sleep is futile. promos is not far and im like already slacking big time.. as though mid-years was promos and it is already over. fat hope.
its sucha BLAH day.
22:30
just came back from the invest about 2 hours ago.. that twit refused to give us a lift... stingy bum. anyway, sent nana off before giam and i went in search for dinner. nana and i waited so long for her while she entertained guests, both of us each got a drink and sat in one corner, cooking up weird stories about some of the guests, and crapping loads. but it was fun! and some was a little mean, but that was due to boredom, not due to the evil being in us. ohohoh.. i saw cheryl too!! i miss that ex-neighbour of mine.. she was there to support her darl.. sweetish. im so tired, and i still gotta get up early to go run tmr morning before smith comes after me (actually she already did just now at the church). botanical gardens tmr for es! im bringing my egg mayo! yummy~
<<< uploaded the rhd pictures already... enjoy.
my last words for tonight..

jeaniebeaniebaby and me
jean, just attended the 30th student council instillation.. i must say, your speech made me feel so proud of you. as a friend who barely knows you, as an ex-ijan, as a present cjcian. i believe that you will do as good a job as you did back in ij, or maybe even better, with your past experience. make sure to practise what you preach eh. *biggggghuggggg* (:
00:00
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
guess what i said really came true.. i was absent from school yesterday due to a headache that refused to go away since saturday night. and instead of me trying various means to convince my mum to let me stay in, she initiated the order to stay at home and i of course accepted it without any objections. did try to do some econs but after reaching all that tpp, mpp and what nots in production&costs, i had another headache and was prepared to burn my notes. asked my dad to send me to the docs to get an mc, fetched my mum and we headed to gardens for dinner - cafe cartel. oooh, im in love with their
cheese munchers. [ guniang, cartel has nice munchers too, number 2 after fullertons! :D ]
as for today, i nearly died of another round of headache after watching the indian dancer turn rounds in his dance.. it was overall boring, but the entire class, both the willing and the unwilling wore ethnic costumes, and took plenty of photos. ill upload it another day. keep stepping on my sari as usual and its so hard to move around.
the class nearly murdered lesterlow just now although we are all so glad that he is i/c of us for the next 2 weeks.. he told the class that moe wants to check all the pw files tmr, and it is a last minute kinda thing, when the class was told that it was due next week. so break was spent photocopying the long overdue survey forms and filling them up and panicking on how to work the whole night. in the end? lester low laughs and says its next week, not tmr. that bum.
gonna sleep the rest of my free period away now, which ends in about 15 minutes.. tonight still got the 30th student council invest to attend.
toodles.
12:41
Sunday, July 18, 2004
i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. *pouts*
you just wont let go will you? you are like a nightmare constantly haunting me. take it as im pleading with you, get out of my life!
silly people who make me laugh. (:
23:28

mel and i. -draws smiley face-
23:25
ho*ny and i. im missing ya tonight.. heh.
call me dumb. but how do you put all the pics into one post instead of being separated like that?
23:23
Friday, July 16, 2004
economics - B
literature - C
geograph - D
cant say that im not pleased with my results because they are not what i prepared myself for. i expected just 2As and 2AOs, maybe something like DEF. now im happy, my mum's happy, giam's happy too. everybodys happy! yay! (:
another thing to be happy about.. a pleasant surprise on wednesday while i was waiting for my bus to go home and sleep, i see my darling guniang alight from her bus and we ended up at starbucks having coffee and chatting up. the coffee jelly is real nice, slow i know. how nice if i can add the jelly into my espresso frap. the best of two worlds. shall try that the next time i pop by starbucks. ohh, and while guniang and i were chatting, another lovely person appeared : simone*mei. 2 wonderful people in a day, what more can i ask for? (:
hmmm, nothing much happening, except that urbanquest on sunday was terrible, i think my group was one of the lousiest. but i must say, the toilet at fort canning golf & resort club is very nice.. oh wells, had a lovely lunch at longjohns after everything was over with nana and we had fun talking crap. came home and slept from 1700 to 2200.
school has started like a week already and everyday i come home and plop myself on my comfy bed, watching scv programs back-to-back. i swear my mum is gonna confiscate the scv box very soon. kk, i shall get some work done tonight after wqyl. heh. ooh, dinner at keppel club tmr night for both parents and giam's birthday. cant wait!
i cant think of anything else to blog about.
im pooped. nights.
18:00
Monday, July 12, 2004
to
stupidity
at a loss on how to help you cos im not allowed to. guess all i can do is to support you mentally and cry on your behalf when the world is asleep, wondering why a wrong step made in the past will create such a huge consequence that is unimaginable by people not in your shoes. im not you. so i dont know the pain and fear you have to deal with. but i do know that there are a lot of people around you that love you and will definitely support you no matter what the outcome is. so dont give those fucking bastards a chance to gloat over your misfortune cos in the end, you will be the happier person, not the one who is left with neither family nor job but with a group of friends who are so childish they should be in pre-primary, and will most probably be the fast to save their asses when something goes wrong. ill try to keep a distance in public, hopefully you won't misread the signs and think that ive forsaken you, cos i wont, and never will. our relationship is too close to heart, ive shared secrets with you that little or no other person knows - honesty remember? im glad that although i cant be there for you, to lend a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on as much as i would love to, you have that someone who will be with you through all this shit, and i believe that he will do a better job at making you happy than i can. ilu.
11:31
Friday, July 09, 2004
belated youth day celebration today.. issac lim rocked the concert as usual. his songs are great! kept the whole school cheering him on as though he is having his own concert. the so-called parade afterward wasnt too bad, ms smith and jeanyeow looked hot in their cheongsams; glascow was a realistic drunkard; aljunied and his teh-tarik(?); lesterlow and his kiddy look in his uniform (he yanked gail ng's ponytail damn hard, her whole head jerked backward); mr leong in his super nerdy tight and high pants, specs, books and completely gelled hair; etc.
chan looked even more disgusting than usual.. dont know about nana but i was definitely appalled by his look. yuck
school ended at 1000, went to cuppage for a while, headed to mohammad sultan for prawn noodles with my cousin, took a cab to smu to watch the gym competition. had waffles at the canteen with yam ice-cream and loads of maple syrup (not as much as giam though.. it nearly killed a certain someone with the amount of sugar content in her waffle). 1700 finally came and cjc's turn to shine.. dont know the results cos i left after the guys' event. but they did really well!
strawberry strudel for supper tonight! -yummy-
shoutouts
jean : congrats jeaniebeaniebaby for getting into exco and being the president! life will be tough having to juggle 4 subs and sc duties, tired, fustrated. well, you've been through it before and came out alive, so this time, no worries. always here for a hug if you need. -biggggg hug-
az & wyn : the 2 people who give absolutely wonderful hugs. ilu and i want hugs! -hughughug-
val : surviving school guniang? hope you are. i miss you and hopefully when you are more settled and me still alive from my mid-year results, we can meet for lunch. no shopping, only window shopping. shall save for major shopping trips during the hols eh? -mmuacks-
21:22
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
havent blogged for ages.. my modem has been giving me problems. countless times i blogged halfway and it just disconnects by itself, after which my labtop hangs and i have to restart, by then losing my interest to blog, so i shut the labtop down and divert my attention to my newly acquired toy, if it can be called that - cable tv with 60 channels all in the comfort of my own 24 hour air-conditioned room. heh. the only times i leave my room to to answer nature's call and to eat my 2 meals. thats how i spent the last week recuperating from mid-years.
since exams ended last tues, ive acquired 4 pairs of sandals and heels, 2 bags, 3 pairs of earrings and a nice cute pair of socks with hearts on it. oh and my new specs.. now whenever i wear it, i feel intellectual and the urge to go into study mode, instead the own studying i get is the beautiful holiday destinations and vacation homes i see on discovery's travel&adventure channel.
hmm.. my mum and i can really shop i say. less than 2 hours yesterday and we spent close to 300 bucks? the amount we brought home didnt seems to fit that price but hell, i had fun spending my mum's money.. though mostly were her things. meeting her again later.. got a craving for delifrance today. seafood crossiant maybe.
sad to say, school has officially started today.. body clock yet to be properly tuned to waking at 6. first period to start off this wonderful term was pe. 7 rounds nearly killed nana and i.. my back started to hurt halfway, thus i cheated for pullups.. instead of thirty, i only did 15. pain aside, good news, chan's going for reservice soon, between 2 - 3 weeks and lesterlow might be my relief home tutor. cant wait. although the news are hardly reliable, cos chan told my class he's away for 3 weeks and lesterlow will be our ht, but lesterlow didnt know about him being the relief ht and he said chan is going to be away only for 2 weeks. darn. hope he leaves and never comes back and lesterlow can be our permanent ht. yay!
results for mid-year will be out next week.. hopefully ill get my 2 A-level passes, though i forsee that ill fail lit. oh well, just have to cross my fingers and toes and wait and see. wanted that lovely nokia6260 as a reward if i get 2As and 2AOs for mid-year (though its not out yet) but my mum said no cos my brother is "saving" so in order not to tempt him, we shall all refrain from buying anything expensive in the near future or in a long time to come... :| never mind, i shall wait till its out then start bugging my mum until she says yes. i want that 6260!!!
suffering from withdrawal symptoms now...
i wanna go home and watch tv!
blah.
i look at her and i think of you.. gosh, what a major turn-off. both of you
11:52