Friday, January 28, 2005

just a face in the crowd
average like everyone else
yet there is something
that catches the attention of many
so subtle
that one might give it a miss

roars of laughter
from your direction
and everyone turns to look
curious they are
about this prominent figure

your smile is your weapon
like arrows from a bow
it aims
straight for the heart

rules are a mere guideline
its not a rule to adhere
what are the rules to your game?

opportunities have came knocking
yet each time they slipped by

unwritten epilogue.

23:41

Thursday, January 20, 2005

jasminecherylmarielimgurong and i

im so fit that i have to reach school early from now on to run ten rounds around the track. three times a week. track and field. so funny ah mr lim. you know whats funny? szu somehow managed to jab the mascara wand into her eye and she was screaming in pain while i was howling with laughter. after that, she walked around looking as though her boyfriend dumped her and she's been crying for days without removing her makeup. caught sight of a lovely polka-dot sigg bottle.. szu managed to talk sense and deterred accident-prone me from bringing it to the cashier. dinner with bestie before walking around aimlessly and going all berserk taking photos.

22:50

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

im so excited about tomorrow night that i cant concentrate on studying for my geog test. wonder where we are going. the birthday girl has yet to decide.

ladeedum. (:

21:56

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

pls take note :
- starbucks at thomson plaza might be closing down. now where am i supposed to get my supply of coffee or want to hang out with people living in my area, namely col, szu, maybe lik. the next nearest is in town if im not wrong. pleh.
- roti-boy is now available in toa payoh!!! fresh from the oven, the buttery taste is heavenly. plus the coffee-flavoured "crust" if i may call it that.. one is definitely not enough.

the breeze, no, wind at the grandstand is awesome. new favourite place to hang out. watching the hostel people play soccer, volleyball and basketball. kampong style. late for ptm, but did managed to get a seat amongst the class. was messaging jason who was just seated right in front of me in the midst of bp's talk and got scolded for "having too much money".

yuting : stop the teasing already! heh.

22:26

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

prata-ed at prataking with col, jason and jac after finding out that the puny macdonalds outlet near my place doesnt serve curly fries. a mere wait for 163 for ten minutes and two stops later being my destination, i was laughing so hard, the pain in my abdomen came back. no thanks to colin low who was suffering a case absolute boredom and schizophrenia, holding a conversation all by himself. the sight was hilarious. him being him asking a question, the next moment, he turns his head, pretends to be me and answers the earlier question. crazy boy. but i guess the content of the "conversation" he had with "me" is meant to be kept confidential. haha.

i wish i had the courage to tell you how i feel. to be able to put my pride aside and not give two hoots about the consequences. maybe even laugh it off as a really really bad joke. but i guess i cant. we havent reached that stage of familiarity.

22:57

Sunday, January 09, 2005

managed to survive the first week of school. my "half a pineapple tarts" and nana's honeyed cornflakes with crushed almonds were well-liked by my classmates and everyone is looking forward to more during cny. but it is tomorrow that im looking forward to. nope, its not the fact that geog assignments are due. neither it is the fact that there is commencement ceremony in the morning and i get to skip lit cos there is make up lesson in the afternoon after school. it is also definitely not because i like pe so much although i need it. crap. i just wrote a whole load of rubbish. anyway, tomrrow marks the day my whole class will reunite now that orientation is over.

cca orientation was erm, unproductive? mslim persuaded a few people to join es, using her ego-booster tactics. i cant believe those "loners" actually bought her words. managed to spend some time with my laogong who looked so pretty in a skirt and makeup and haochi with her purple diary. (:

looking at you looking at me looking at you.
right laogong? ;)

15:55

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

It cannot be easy to forget you
when I think about you,
all the time
I'll never know how I miss you
when I never had you,
nevermind
I'll move on,
but can't go on without you
I said I'll try,
don't know why...
what to do without you
can't go on, can't go on

It'd be cool if we never met,
if we never locked eyes
so fine!
its then I'd feel so happy not knowing you're so fine!
I'll move on, but can't go on without you
I said I'll try, don't know why...
what to do without you
can't go on, can't go on

I get so nervous when I'm around you,
there's nothing I can say
I wish you'd get out of my head,
I think about you every day
I'll move on, but can't go on without you
I said I'll try, don't know why...
what to do without you
can't go on, can't go on...
without you

good charlotte - can't go on

22:52

Monday, January 03, 2005

warm and fuzzy feelings filled me as i saw my classmates again today after a long holiday. everybody looks the same. no new hairstylyes or drastic changes to their appearances. i think thats why i still feel like a year one. for the third time in my life. commercialised canteen is so... cold. all the white caps and aprons. no more chicky meal. but in replacement, japanese delights is not too bad. four bucks bento can only be eaten once in a while. no more nice drink stall aunties who sells ribena and fills up my nalgene with 100plus after a dreadful mass pe period, not forgetting to mention the various types of m&ms she sold. or the fruit stall uncle who knows my favourite drink is orange+pineapple. at least noodleking and ytf are still left standing. loyal customer i am to them.