Friday, October 26, 2007

14:15

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

look ma, no tv!

when the white table appears, i mean business.

im not gonna complain about the amount of work i have to complete by 8am tmr. rather, im gonna start from the top (again) and make sure that i know everything, from start to end, from definiton to critique, from cognitive dissonance in textbook to outside sources, be it self-perception or hypocriscy or advertising.
and when im done achieving that by going through the ppt once more, im gonna type the script for everyone, complete with the necessary external examples. then im gonna print the handout for rosemary and the scripts.
and if im still left with time, ill figure out how to put in the voice clips without them overlapping.
then maybe ill get one of them to meet me at kap to buy breakfast cos ive a sudden craving.
after which, we'll reach school by 8am, rehearse the ppt once through, and pray for the best. (:

i swear its all work-related!

im starting to feel the adrenaline rush and hopefully i wont need the redbull i bought to accompany me tonight.
but i can't say the same for tmr once presentation is over.

19:13

Monday, October 22, 2007

i love stalking i <3 my room's journal cos a lot of rooms there are so pretty and makes me wanna either move house (damn you en bloc, you happening or not!?) or wished that i was living in a dorm (preferably overseas) so i can do up my room the way i want and my window will oversee either a lake or a garden, even a basketball court thats part of the school. its really an irony to be enrolled in an overseas university but stuck in singapore and all ill ever see out of my window is my neighbor's fishpond or those blasted roosters that call at the weirdest hours of the day. =\

21:23

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

i slept at 0430 this morning. got up at 7, took extra care in dressing up and even applied a tad of makeup.
chose a pair of pretty heels. decided to cab (for the first time for morning class) to school cos i didn't wanna risk breaking my neck while crossing the overhead bridge or accidentally step on anyone's toes, literally.
all for my career presentation in the afternoon.

one word from rosemary

and

TODAY'S PRESENTATION IS POSTPONED TO NEXT TUES!
*&%@#$@#$@#!@$#%!!!!!

right this moment, im craving for eclairs and a chocolate brownie with walnut bits.
complete with a hot cup of coffee or tea; HL milk also can.
i think myperiod is round the corner.

20:36

Saturday, October 13, 2007

punctuality is a virtue.

we all have reasons.
reasons for our actions.
so what's yours?

my mum is hardly at home, cos of work that is fucking situated at jurong when we live in thomson.
by the time she gets home, she's tired, hungry and grouchy, especially if the buses took too damn long to arrive.
today, she's finally at home, resting admist the household chores.
and here i am, outside since 1130, supposedly having project meeting,

BUT EVERYONE IS FUCKING LATE.

i can wait. if you give me a reason and a rough estimate of how late you'll be.
but dont tell me you'll be "a little late", and end up at least an hour late, leaving me here, seated like a fucking fool, hogging 4 seats when other customers come in and leave because there are insufficient seats.

im sorry.
i just dont have the fucking patience.
i just want to spend time with my mummy.

13:21

Friday, October 12, 2007

temporary happiness.

yesterday was a lovely day!!
-grins from ear to ear-
i meant the manicure session i went for with thegirls!
what were you thinking huh?!
;)

took a break from all the midterms and deadlines and went shopping today.
some shopping done, but im still in search of my perfect black bag! ):
a sumptuous thai dinner with and now im all ready for bed.
but that means waking up super early tmr morning to do work before going for project meeting, after which, gotta fly down for splat! meeting.

WHERE'S MY HOLIDAY ON A PUBLIC HOLIDAY!?!?!

22:04

Monday, October 01, 2007

-SCREAMS-

ugh! im tired!
this means, grumpy, grouchy, bitchy, angry, annoyed, easily irritable, and a whole lot of other negative emotions!
and it doesnt help that there are things and people out there who have (unknowingly) stepped on my toes and im tempted to roar at them but i cannot, cos nana once said to never vent my frustrations on others, and, 不知者無罪. okay, they're not really as innocent but ya i shan't go into that, cos that will be a damn long story and i think by the time im done, my keyboard will be damaged due to extensive physical force in punching the keys.
so im trying to control my temper and it'll be even better if i can just go to bed now and sleep till morning.

BUT NO!

i got some stupid letter-writting homework due tmr that is redundant, then i need to do weekly chapter summaries; and lastly, look for articles so i can contribute to my meeting tmr for the deadline due thursday; and once thats completed at whatever goddamn hour, come home, and start on the other deadline due on thursday AS WELL, before leaving wednesday to study for my paper on, yes, THURSDAY.

&$#^&$%^@#$^&*&^%$

and not to mention more deadlines and exams next week, till the goddamn month of october is over.
okay, now im whiny too.

but whatever it is, please tread carefully around me cos i predict a short fuse, and ill be grumpy, grouchy, bitchy, angry, annoyed, easily irritable, and a whole lot of other negative emotions.
and it will worsen if the shopping trip im giving myself next friday doesnt satisfy.

you've been warned.